Astronaut Shares Mental Health Struggle After Wave of Backlash Following Journey

Crew Member during spaceflight
Amanda Nguyen, a bioastronautics research scientist, was onboard the New Shepard NS-31 rocket in April 2025.

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her battle with depression after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the wake of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.

The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission in April, which also carried well-known figures.

The high-profile flight was widely scrutinized by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.

Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an “avalanche of misogyny”.

“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” she recounted in a public message, describing a check-in call from a fellow crew member in the period after the flight.

She characterized the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”

Buried Under Misogyny

The researcher, who has conducted studies in women's health research and operated research during the flight, said every professional achievement – including her studies and astronaut training to the symbolic importance of her background – was overshadowed under the avalanche of sexist vitriol.

She is most acclaimed for her tireless campaigning protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.

Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was deferred after an attack during her university years, leading to a long campaign for accountability.

A Path to Recovery

Now, eight months after reaching space, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose messages of encouragement pulled her through. “Your support rescued me,” she said.

She noted that even with the backlash, significant positive outcomes had emerged from the flight, including elevated attention for her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.

Flight Details

The computer-piloted spacecraft departed Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that crossed the Kármán line of outer space.

The team of pioneers also included accomplished professionals from various fields.

The venture behind the mission is a private space firm founded by a well-known tech mogul.

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